C’est la vie
It’s ok not to be ok
KOTA ini membuat penghuninya menginginkan banyak hal.Isinya gedung menjulang, hasrat ingin menang, nyanyian malang, serta ketakutan pada "gagal"? Menjajal yang fana demi fana, hingga napas tersengal, dan hal-hal telah merubahmu seperti gagak. Menjejak, kau mungkin butuh itu sewaktu-waktu. “Tak masuk akal semua itu,” katamu. Kau tak ingin mengulang masa lalu, masa-masa kau tergelincir diliputi sepi, …
Because none of this is easy and none of it is supposed to be. Life is hard. Love is hard. People are hard. And learning new things about yourself is too. So please, be kind to yourself. To your mind, body and soul.
Jakarta itu paradoks yang menarik. Tak bisa sepenuhnya dibenci, tapi juga tak bisa seutuhnya dicinta. Semacam nyebelin tapi ngangenin.
Bertahanlah, sekecil apapun alasannya. Semangat!
On learning trust, strength, and ownership of my life. I expected to gain a new perspective on myself and the work that needs to go into finding my path.
I criticize my crafted articles every day. And started questioning my identity in this role and responsibilities. “Am I a real journalist?”
I was not okay, I was not happy, I was struggle to keep myself together, I couldn’t get myself to shrug it off.
Momen makan malam sederhana yang mengingatkan saya betapa jarang saya mengucapkan terima kasih ‘secara-langsung’ kepada ibu saya.
Berbagai hal telah membuatku kehilangan alasan untuk menyayangi diri sendiri. Bahkan membuatku takut menghadapi hari ulang tahunku sendiri.
I’m bringing this post from my old blog cz i think it still fit the Love Yourself theme. 🙂 Happy reading. 🙏🏻
It happens every year. Another 365 days pass, and that point in time comes back around that remarks a new age. Today is my birthday. My skin and bones have carried me through 25 years of life, and this day I met 26. I think this the first year that I actually do feel different on my birthday. It kind of scares me, because that means change is present. I’ve felt it creeping up, but it took a birthday to take a step back and dissect the current content of my life. Some things I expected, but others didn’t.
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These are things that I've been struggling with, back and forth. I just couldn't face people's judgment, so instead of lying I hide myself to the corner.
I’ve learnt that relationship with yourself is the one that you should cherish the most. You can’t give others if you are empty yourself. I’ve learnt that you will never have everything worked out. But you will work it out along the way. I’ve learnt that talking about stuff is always good and it’s one …
